You should laugh at yourself

Laughing at yourself is great. I tend to like to laugh at my own expense. Because I'm laughing at myself not because I'm funny but because I'm pathetic. Though if you think about it everyone is pathetic in some kind of way so we should find humour in our own personal failings. Before Id delete my writing if it wasnt good enough. id destroy my own stuff all the time. Most of it.

Nowadays I just leave things alone in most circumstances, because it's not all the bad. I realized that there are worse things on the internet. People write worse things than me. 

one time I was reading a novel and it was like I was reading some terrible fanfiction on the internet. If things like that are published in a physical book, printed on pages and bound in a book is what I write really that bad?

I've seen research papers that were basically a huge shit post in official form. Devoid of meaning.